Oh Joy!  The Vikings lost their chance to be in the Superbowl -again.  And they almost had it!  Oh well.

More Joy - it's month end and the ever vast array of bills are due as usual but there is a new twist:

1.  I just got my dentist bill to which I have no idea how I will pay for it; and,

2.  My hormones will run out at the end of the month AND so will my asthma medication.

Wow - dilemma...what should I pay for?

Well, I'm feeling pretty emotional about it this morning...hormones talking? yea maybe - maybe not.

My grandma once said that she felt God never gave us more than we could handle.  If this is true, how am I so lucky to be able to handle this?  Now, don't get me wrong - I know there are plenty others who have it worse on varying levels...However, this is my dilemma which I am having a hard time with.

Options you say?

1.  Get another job.  I have 3.
2.  Get a better paying job - Yea, this one is a bit more tricky.  My main job is aware of my transition and I have received nothing but complete acceptance for it and they have an awesome health plan which is beneficial for the Endo visits and so forth.  Plus, its a really great place to work.
3.  "Aww - you don't need your medications for transition - why are you even doing that anyway???" - Yea, right.
4.  Bankruptcy? - I'm not even thinking that is an option at all.
5.  Sell some of my jewelry - yep I am working on that, though I have yet to sell any...

Anyway - thanks for bearing with my crying, whoas me trip... It's just where I am this morning. 

I hope yours is going better!